Xxx Billy Xxx

2003 - 2010
LocationTeddington / Kingston / Reigate
Age7 years
Date of Birth01/01/2003
Date of Death09/02/2010
Visitors12,521 since 09/02/2010
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A Soul Has Soared To Heaven

Let not your heart be heavy,
Nor burden thoughts with words:
Hark, somewhere over that rainbow, stirs
A twittering of birds.

Billy sings for Angels
Upon a golden perch:
In proud cacophony,
He sings for all his worth.

In everything, beginnings are;
To everything come ends.
And, somewhere over that rainbow bridge,
Billy plays with newfound friends.

Written by my Dad for Billy’s 5 month anniversary in July 2010.
(For Billy...please don't use)

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No Goodbyes

Another soul left the earth tonight
He rested his head and then took flight.
With one mighty push he travelled high
This wasn’t the time to say goodbye.
He’s in Heaven where sickness is no more
God has welcomed him and opened his door.
He sits on the Lord’s shoulder through gardens of gold
Who knew the beauty that Heaven would hold?
Flying free now and without any pain
He’s chirping, tweeting, happy again.
And as he looks down on me from on high
There is never any need to say goodbye.
© Jan Hageman 09/02/2010
(For Billy...please don't use)

In memory of my sweet little boy, Billy. Passed to Gods garden in the early hours, approx 12.30 - 1.00am, with his family around him. xxxxx

I like to think we rescued Billy from what could have been a very short and painful life...the petshop we bought him from has a reputation for ill-treating its animals and the RSPCA has tried (unsuccessfully) to close them down more than once. We went there with every intention to "save" at least one little creature, and it turned out to be my Billy.

He took a week to settle in, and didn't sing at all, just sat on his perch - no amount of talking or whistling to him would get him joining in, maybe because he was slightly traumatised by his short stay in such an awful environment. Then, one evening, we had "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" on TV and the audience were clapping, and Billy suddenly started singing! After that, that was it, he'd sing to everything and anything! He could imitate me wolf-whistling, could sing a bit of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, and loved to make kissing noises! His bells were his favourite toys (the ones from the Lindt chocolate rabbits) and he would climb up his cage to play with them for hours, and untie them making them fall to the floor as he knew I'd have to come along and put them back up for him, the little terror!

Not able to fly very well, he didn't like coming out of his cage very much, and boy did you get a telling off if you had to put your hand in his "home" for any reason! He liked the sound of running water, and any music that had a beat or catchy tune to it. The birds singing outside were his favourite, and he'd join in really loudly, especially in Teddington and Kingston as we had the local parakeets in the trees outside our windows, making such a noise, and he seemed to relate more to them than the native UK birds.

When Billy fell ill at the end of January this year, he stopped singing, and that is what I miss most of all, his beautiful songs. The vet said when birds start to show their illness, they are actually very ill, as they try and hide it first as they would in the wild. He started to improve though with the antibiotics and I admit, I got my hopes up that he would be ok, but that was not to be and I miss him ever so much.

♥ Fly free gorgeous. ♥ Forever in my heart. ♥

Music on Billy's memorial:

If I Could Be Where You Are - Enya

Video:

When tomorrow starts without me poem (Removed from You Tube...will try to find it again)

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Gifts

Tributes

~ ♥ Hurting ♥ ~

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♥ Each day i feel your Absence
it hurts so much, i have to say,
I keep the pain deep inside of me
as i find i feel better this way ♥

♥ No-one can imagine
this hurt I feel so much
Missing you are the saddest words
and I feel lonely without your touch ♥

♥ But I manage to get through each day
with the thought your at my side
hoping God will allow us to meet again
My Angel and My Heavenly guide ♥

~ ♥ By Lisa Heritage ♥ ~

Deirdre Wilson (GTS Friend)

8 hours ago

25TH MAY 2012

DAWN ANGELS
AGNES MARY FRANCES DARMESTER

ALL night I watched awake for morning,
At last the East grew all aflame,
The birds for welcome sang, or warning,
And with their singing morning came.

Along the gold-green heavens drifted
Pale wandering souls that shun the light,
Whose cloudy pinions, torn and rifted,
Had beat the bars of Heaven all night.

These clustered round the moon, but higher
A troop of shining spirits went,
Who were not made of wind or fire,
But some divine dream-element.

Some held the Light, while those remaining
Shook out their harvest-colored wings,
A faint unusual music raining,
Whose sound was Light on earthly things.

They sang, and as a mighty river
Their voices washed the night away,
From East to West ran one white shiver,
And waxen strong their song was Day.

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◡◠ʚϊɞ .....Like....ʚϊɞ◠◡

Clear like a raindrop, fresh and pure
Warm as a ray shone from the sun
Lost like a seashell on the shore
Small like a number in a sum

◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ

Perfect like a petal on a flower
Shiny as a glint upon the snow
Fast like a minute in an hour
Cold as the breeze in winds that blow

◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ

Cute as a freckle on a face
Light like a beam down from the moon
Delicate as a pattern stitched in lace
Sadness in a memory gone too soon

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Tiny as a speckle in the sand
Pure like a reflection on a lake
Identity in the lines upon a hand
Innocent as the goodness in a sake

◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ◡◠ʚϊɞ

Fresh as the bud that's born to bloom
Lonely as a note without a song
Sorrow for our babe that's gone too soon
Forever your memory will shine on
Victoria Dixon. 12/01/04

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24TH MAY 2012

....Angel wings and halo
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I cry for you each night and day
Each tear is shed for you
It dosent matter where i am
Tears will always fall for you

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You see my heart is broken
I know that it wont mend
All your love was deep inside
From beginning,right to the end

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I know that i dont see you
But i feel your love around
I know you walk beside me
And you never make a sound

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When im down you lift me
Im sure you take my hand
I feel sadness creeping back
Because i just dont understand

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When i gain my wings and halo
Together we will fly through
Fluffy clouds and over rainbows
I will be so happy, again ill be with you
copyright� Vicky Deaville 6/3/2011

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A WONDERFUL DAY

Our Guardian Angels will speak to us
in many different ways.

They'll whisper joy from a bird's song
or wind through a majestic pine,

Or laugh amid the rolling clouds
in a joyous thunder clap,

Or whisper love through a turtle dove
or from a puppy's joyous yap,

So listen closely to every sound
than might come your way,

It could be your angel saying,
"Have a Wonderful Day."

~By Shannon L. Story~

Xxx Wendy Xxx (Close Friend)

Yesterday evening

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~ Gone But Not Forgotten ~
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Gone but not forgotten
Four words i always hear
When looking at your photograph
Through eyes now full of tears

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Gone but not forgotten
Its you i want to see
I still feel the special bond
When you love and comfort me

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Gone but not forgotten
Hearts torn at the seams
Making me feel whole again
When i see you in my dreams

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Gone but not forgotten
ill never let you go
My life will never be the same
For i love and miss you so
~ Copyright© Vicky Deaville 28/12/2011 ~
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Deirdre Wilson (GTS Friend)

Yesterday morning

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~ Ribbons Of Time ~



Ribbons of time entwine our hearts,
Wrapping them safely from falling apart.
The ribbons are strewn with memories of love.
And released to your Heavenly Homes up above.

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We wish that we were given more time,
To make the memories the ribbons entwine,
But, for now we must be thankful for these,
Ribbons of time we were blessed to receive.

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So as we release these balloons for you all,
We pray you'll receive them in reverence and awe.
Sent to your Heavenly Homes so Divine.
With all the memories these ribbons entwine.


~ Copyright (c) 2011 Vicki Hansen ~

Deirdre Wilson (GTS Friend)

Wednesday morning

I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS
LISA O. ENGLEHARDT


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As you hold me close in memory, even though we are apart,
my spirit will live on, there within your heart ...
I am with you always.
When you lean on trusted friends and their
caring hugs enfold you, within their loving arms,
I'll be there to hold you ... I am with you always.
And beyond the far horizon when we'll finally be together,
where love will be eternal and life will last forever ...�
I am with you always.

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Xxx Liz Xxx (GTS Friend)

Tuesday night

23RD MAY 2012

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.•*✿♥.........A Tear ...........♥ ✿*•.

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It starts as a memory,
or a thought from the past
In a time gone forever.
In a dream you can't grasp.
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Alive in your heart, but
contained by your soul.
Unleashed by emotion,
from your eye it will flow.
.•*✿♥
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Running true down your face,
filled with a lifetime of blues.
A drop in a ocean of heartache,
caused by pain you didn't choose.
.•*✿♥
...............♥ ✿*•.
It falls in total silence,
as everyone before.
It lands next to your feelings,
as it crashes to the floor.
By James C. Taylor.
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Never and Forever
ღ♥
I stood by the rushing river,
And watched its eddies whirl,
Where, in its rocky channel,
The rolling ripples curl.
And my heart was sad and weary,
For I mourned a life that was o'er,
And I said, in my soul's deep sorrow,
"Ah! never, nevermore!"
Again I stood by the river,
When years had passed away,
And watched its whirling eddies,
And watched its ripples play.
And my heart was glad within me,-
For I knew, on the other shore,
Once more I should be with my loved one,
Forever and evermore.

ღ♥ George Charles Selden ღ♥


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22ND MAY 2012

...........Angel Wings……….....

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Wrap your Angel Wings around me
Let me feel your love
Hold me really close to you
I need your loving hug.
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I sometimes feel you near me
When I feel there’s nothing more
I found your pure white feather
Just lying on the floor.
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I know you'll never leave me
Now my heart aches so much more
Please wrap your wings around me
And protect me like before.

copyright ~ Vicky Deaville 28/2/2010
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✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' .
..⦠∕̆̃̃♥
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Love is the one thing
That keeps our spirits whole
When Sorrow comes a knocking
With hurts that touch our soul
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When our world falls around us
Darkness fills our dreams
It’s Love that lifts our spirits
Bridging Sorrow's streams
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Love calls us from the brink
Of being swallowed by the stream
Dispels depression
And warms us in it’s gleam
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Helps us through the horror
Of love lost or led astray
From man's trespass
Or angels spirit them away
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Love comes to give us comfort
To wipe away the tears
Love will shield our spirits
When Sorrow's shadow nears
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Love’s light whisper
Will stifle Sorrow's gain
In life’s losses
Love is Sorrow’s bane

.â¦âˆ•̆̃̃✿ By Ed Schmidt .â¦âˆ•̆̃̃✿

Xxx Wendy Xxx (Close Friend)

Tuesday night

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We spend most of our time and energy
in a kind of horizontal thinking.
We move along the surface of things
going from one quick base to another,
often with a frenzy that wears us out.
We collect data, things, people, ideas,
"profound experiences,"
never penetrating any of them.….
But there are other times.
There are times when we stop.
We lose ourselves in a pile of leaves or its memory.
We listen and breezes from a whole other world
begin to whisper.

~ James Carroll âƒ

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Tuesday afternoon

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~ ♥♥♥ At My Side ♥♥♥ ~

So many things we did together
a partnership that was to last forever,
I never imagined you not at my side
having to become my Angel Guide.
Now if I want you near to me
I look up to Heaven where I can see
your in a special place up there,
where God can Keep you in his care.

~ ♥♥♥ By Lisa Heritage ♥♥♥ ~

Deirdre Wilson (GTS Friend)

Tuesday morning

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~ *~♥ Why Did You Go ♥~* ~

I have a moment nearly every day,
It doesnt stop hurting i have to say,
now your gone my thoughts of you
are of all those things we had to do.
those moments we should have shared together,
and the memories that should have lasted forever
Instead all i get are these tears of woe
and wondering why you had to go!


~ ♥~* By Lisa Heritage ♥~* ~

Deirdre Wilson (GTS Friend)

Monday morning

21ST MAY 2012

♥.........Ï â‚¡♥ღ....ღ♥Ï â‚¡..........♥

ANGELS CRY
RUTH



Suddenly there's a flash of light
And the heavens roar with all their might
The whip is cracked throughout the sky
And the raindrops fall as the angels cry.



The trees are heavy with the tears
That seem to be out of fears,
Or is it joy, or is it sadness,
Yet, could it be a fury of madness?



Unknown are all the fervent whys
That brought the tears from their eyes.
What is known when they have ceased
Is that the earth is again at peace


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THE END OF LIFE
PHILIP JAMES BAILEY

We live in deeds not years
In thoughts not breaths
In feelings, not figures on a dial
We should count time by heartthrobs.
He most lives
Who thinks most, feels the noblest,
Acts the best.


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Little drops of water,
Little grains of sand,
Make the mighty ocean
And the pleasant land.

Thus the little minutes,
Humble though they be,
Make the mighty ages
Of eternity.

~ Ebenezer Cobham Brewer

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20TH MAY 2012

A land Beyond

Beyond this land of beauty
is a land that shines so bright
where peace and harmony stand side by side
all bathed in Gods own light.

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It is the home of our spirit friends
Who watch over us each day
they influence our daily lives
in the things, we do and say.

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It is the home of our dear ones
Who’s material life came to an end
Who now live in the world of spirit
their love to us they send.

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There is no death but eternal life
that is what lies ahead for all
a great adventure to experience
When we each receive the call.

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Place your trust in God
as he places his trust in you
give all you can to your fellow man,
let God’s light shine bright and true

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We can’t see love
But we know it exists
We feel it deep in our hearts
And the very depth of our soul

We can’t see you
But we know you are there
Both day and night
The sun, the stars
A rainbow after the storm
A delicate butterfly
Fluttering around
All signs to let us know
You are always with us
Every moment of our life

Copyright� Leza 8.5.2012

Xxx Wendy Xxx (Close Friend)

5 days ago
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